Crumpled Notebook

Okay, this is 3 separate entries all in one.

Love Monkey
Saw an episode of Love Monkey tonight on VH1. Apparently it was a cbs show that got cancelled. I don’t know. I rather liked it though. It has Tom Cavanagh, the guy from Ed, and Jason Priestly. It just seems kind of witty. Too bad it was cancelled.

Bible
I decided on the version of Bible I’m going to buy. I’m going with the English Standard Version (ESV). I still like the Contemporary English Version (CEV) a lot, but I think I have one of those laying around at work somewhere.

Love
So, during Love Monkey they were talking about “the one that got away” and the such. Made me think about how sometimes when we want someone so bad, but don’t get it. How do you get over that? I mean, obviously we all do. I have. Most people I know have had to do it. But I’m still not sure how it happens. I mean, you’re declaring your undying love for someone or something and three years later that person is but a faint memory. Okay, well, I’ve never declared my undying love for someone, but I’ve came close. It’s quiet interesting how the slightest little thing (or big thing even) can change the whole course of your life. What if you had really ended up with “the one that got away?” How would life be different? I mean, if I had ended up with either of the only two people I’ve ever said that I would have married, no questions asked (well, other than the “Will you marry me?”), I would probably be living in Eastern Kentucky playing mom or housewife or something. Wow. The thought. Or, I’d be, hm, I don’t know, that one would have never worked out. We’d be having fun though. Probably not have kids. Going to concerts all the time. Fighting over politics and still tormenting “the group” in our minds. But alas, those didn’t work out. In fact, I never even told either of those guys how I felt about them. I don’t really regret it. I figured if it was meant to be, it would have happened at some point. Ugh, housewife in Eastern Kentucky. I’m still shuttering at the thought. I didn’t at the time, but I am now. It’s amazing what a little Oatmeal Soap will do to you.